Wednesday, August 31, 2005 @11:55 PM
Hey pple.. back again...As usual, living in the suffering of my cough, but it seemed to get lesser each day. Though i've been coughing lately, i still didnt missed the chance of having my Gelare.. haha.. yup had Gelare on Mon with Suban and Kristy. Too bad Colin couldnt join us as he gt IPP. Dun worry Ariel and friends, as promised, i will go Gelare with all of you girls soon...maybe next week perhaps.....and i'll make sure Colin join us ya!! haha.
As for today, i went back to NYP with Suban to get sm things done for the SBM club. Just as i was reaching school, i realised how much i missed school. haha...I missed the atmosphere of the noisy students at Mac canteen. Anyway, met Kristy in school after everything was settled. then headed to Pacific Plaza...wanted to look for nice sweater cuz THE NIKE SWEATER THAT I WANTED WAS SOLD OUT!!!! Damn!! hmm...Abit sad lah...but i believe there will be nicer sweaters being sold somewhere out there..hehe...We then met Mr Colin and Marc and had dinner with them at Swensens. Yum Yum... But dont worry pple, i didnt EAT ICE CREAM!!!! (see, im a good boy *bleah*) though its so tempting. *drools* sigh..haha..
After the delicious dinner, the guys headed down to Esplanade while Kristy met up with her cliques. hmm... Well thats all for today.
Oh ya, did i mentioned that i saw... eh.,... erm.....Sam at Heeren on Mon. She was working at Mambo. sigh..She so cute lah....Havent seen her for a quite some time. Too bad for me she gt...."him"...sigh...Sometimes im juz to shy to talk to her...hmm..Wondering if she would wanna have lunch with me next week during her lunch break?? HMM..*in deep thoughts*.....I hope she will.. hehe..
Well, cant end my blog without a poem i guess..hmm... and this one is specially dedicated to a girl whom i fell in love with during my secondary school days. As usual, nothing in my life can ever end with a happy ending... never once.. and never will be. sigh... In 2003, just as i was planning to give her a suprise visit in Indonesia, i was put into a shocked and very sad state as she suddenly left me and the world forever . yes, she passed away....sigh...alright, thinking about all this is puting me into tears right now..=(...sigh... After all that had happened,i believe that GOD had his reasons for taking her away and i guess GOD loves her more than i do...
Dear Steph, wherever you are right now, i want you to know that you'll always be in my heart and you'll always be missed. Hopefully smday, i'll join you, hand in hand and in happiness in Heaven. Rest In Peace.
Stephanie, this poem is specially for you...here goes..
I blew a kiss to the heavens
did you receive it?
I saw your face in the sky
so I screamed a final goodbye
did you hear it?
I wiped my tears upon a letter you gave me
did you feel it?
I sent all the love and memories
did you receive it?
I have of you to my heart
and locked them there
then threw away the key
I stopped the tears
and smiled for you
as I remembered the joy we shared
and all the love you gave
I talk to you in my dreams
are you really there?
you looked so happy and at peace
as you waved your final goodbye
and your eyes told me that
you will always care
you'll always be by my side
I performed your favourite song
did you join in?
now that you are gone
I will carry you everywhere
in my heart and in my soul
when things go wrong
I'll look to the clouds above
I'll see your beautiful face
it gives me the strength to carry on
it sends hope, promise and love
that was the same love you gave to everyone
and always with a smile
instead of a cry
as you wave your
final goodbye....
God I miss ya Stephanie
my best friend, loved one and now my angel
In Loving Memory : Stephanie Indrayanie (1985-2003)